My Peace has been Disturbed.....

and I HATE THAT!!!!

Got some shit I need to sort out obviously....

But on top of that I hate going away from home!!!  Just thinking about it depresses me :(  Don't get me wrong, once I'm actually driving out the driveway and on my way to where ever it may be all is fine and dandy, animals are sorted so they are completely and utterly out of sight, out of mind, and I love the entire time away, but dear god, the lead up to leaving sends me into a funk big time!  Just want to curl up in bed and not get out till it's too late to go and I might as well just stay at home.  Stupid I know, but doesn't stop it being like that!  And even more stupid cause I know every single time I'll have a ball once I actually leave!

Picked up the ute today... a tad disappointed that it isn't quite as "tidy" as I had assumed it would be due to it's age/mileage/price, had "assumed" coming from a dealer with that price tag on it that they would have tidied it up a lot more than they did.... oh well, it goes well, it's a nice ute and it's not like I bloody look after my vehicles anyway so meh, stiff shit I guess LOL.

That's all... just moping... frustrated, not sure what to do, and tired as hell....

Stupid shit that I just needed to get out of my head somewhere.... forces me to start addressing it properly :)