Grieving the Losses......

of photos, memories, how removal of any trace of me has ruined my son's FB page for him as nothing I posted there for him is there anymore.  Nothing I liked shows as a like, there are no comments from me showing, fucking asshats... And missing the stories the photos told, thank god, they are all safely still on my computer!!!

Bear the kitten is 3 mths old tomorrow, a milestone!  And suddenly I realise his story isn't documented anywhere anymore, and Bird his brother who I had to bury at 4 weeks old is no longer known to anyone but me and mine, and I still miss Big Bird, would love to see how fluffy he was getting as he grew, whether Bear caught him up in size, my Birdie who had a special piece of my heart... but this is MY space, where I can share what I damn well want to, I can recreate the scrapbook that was theirs, it doesn't matter if no one ever reads it, I can, I will, I will look at those photos and smile and shed a tear and grieve all my losses...